Photo by Dan Farnham
When I woke up Friday morning, I wasn't racing. When I woke up Saturday morning, I wasn't racing.
It wasn't until I rolled into Mount Michael a bit later on Saturday morning that things changed. Even before I found a parking spot, I'd decided ... well, mostly: I'm racing tomorrow.
My hips felt good. My back felt good. Mentally, I've been thinking about July for months. More than a year, even. But I'm not fit, won't be fit for a while yet and I really doubted I could get my ass up that hill in the peloton 10 times. I still felt like I needed to be out there, if only for 20 miles.
But then, rain. Lots of rain. So much rain it essentially washed out the bottom half — the hardest half — of the course. And the race changed into a flat, fast, circuit race. And that I can do.
For 70-some miles, we ripped around a 3.5-mile square. Twenty times around that thing. You want to talk about mind-numbing drudgery? That'd be it. Holy crap. At one point, I was positive we'd done at least 12 laps. The official came by and said "this is lap seven."
Lap seven? Damn. This is going to be a long day.
It took me a while to get into the flow of things. I felt stressed for the first half of the race, mostly because there were attacks on all points of the course. And then counterattacks. And then more attacks. Only once did I feel really, truly in danger of being dumped off the back.
Go or stay? I went, and that was that. Easy, right?
The heat took its toll. For the first half, I grabbed one neutral bottle. By the last five laps, I was in there every time. Mostly they got dumped on my head and passed to someone else. But in the last two laps, I drank as much as I could. Hey, I was thirsty.
My last gel came with two laps left. Double Expresso Clif Shot. Those things make you want to run through walls ... or attack a peloton in which
every single rider is stronger than you. Luckily, every time I stood up to close a gap in the last two laps, my right calf gave the warning signs of an impending, debilitating cramp.
If not for that, I surely would have done something really, really dumb. Instead, I rolled in with the group, sprinted when it was time to sprint and didn't embarrass myself. These days, that's a good enough goal for me.
If you're keeping track, by the way (I am), the Velogear.com kit I'm wearing in the picture above is the fourth different set of kit I've worn in six races this season. Nice.
And the bike? The bike is fast as hell. When I stomp on it, it goes. Works for me.
It was nice being in the peloton again. I just wish there were more chances to do it again before the snow flies.